CovenEye

I just denied an offer for me to go abroad and work in Tokyo, because of my Mom's health situation ="(((( I feel like shit right now, so sorry, I can't reply any comment for now because I don't want to let my negativity out to bitch at the world. The decision was made pretty quick but, oh well, it hurts, as it should be. Though she thinks I ain't worth nothing, she's still is my Mom and I can't help it, I can not leave. 2 years a go I really, really could never think that such a seemingly wonderful offer could stir up such dark emotions, geezzz. I do want to die and leave all my responsibilities behind sometimes TT____TT But don't worry, I

Although I didn't have any intention of opening a shop, I'm going to sell some of them and even take orders. It's gonna be tough ;A; My health is not so good recently. Since the price is super low, just like everything else I sell, I would only take orders from friends and acquaintances u___u

I'm glad that my inspiration and motivation came back, but can they not hit that hard every time they come clawing at me like an overactive kitty clawing a scratch board? TT~TT This new Daomubiji inspired bracelet makes me happy, but my thumbs hurt ( because I forgot to not use fingers for wire weave), and my night's rest went away completely ;"";